Before I write about about Sickness, it is amazing how God used Matt's Blog to point out the objective of fellowship. Because I have been resting these couple of days, it so easy to be comfortable being by myself.
Ever since I got sick on this weekend, I have been spending a lot of time with God. I think that is such amazing thing! I had like a 2 hour devotion yesterday! Unfortunately, I missed out on great fellowship opportunties such as dinners and small group because my voice is still scratchy. However, I felt like this was the most humbling experience ever. On Monday night, I was so anxious with formulating the perfect survey question that I got this big headache. I couldn't take it that night and ended up sleeping at 10:30. Before falling asleep, I prayed to God how I wanted to just give up because no matter how much I tried to accomplish all these things it wouldn't work. I NEEDED REST. It was not only physical rest but SPIRITUAL REST. I need to surrender EVERYTHING to God.
Although I missed out these great fellowship opportunites, it was amazing how God used my sickness to point me back to Him. Often times, I am so caught up with our duties, meet ups and hang outs that I forget about my relationship with God.
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