Dear World,
Life is really hard right now. I'm really bad at discernment and when to say what. So I'll just be blunt. Everything hurts right now. So can you please help me. Send someone or better yet come knocking at my door. I need help. I know God will save me, but if you want to be a hero I wouldn't mind.
I've been drowning myself in busyness, in manga, in other worlds and fantasy, in dreams of the future, in blogging, in serving, in studying God.
But my feelings are catching up to me. My emotions. My heart is being torn into pieces.
So if you can please pray. Please help. Please encourage. To be honest all I need is a hug. I want to know that everything is going to be okay. Haha the worse thing that can happen is that no one will read this and respond. =]
Just remembering to be thankful in trials. Because the more it hurts, the greater God is going to fix me and make me better. I feel so broken right now. So alone. What is He doing?
Sorry to be a burden. Sorry to be a bother. I don't mean to draw attention to myself. I thought I could just serve ppl this finals week. Be there for ppl like me who are suffering. I don't care about myself. But hopefully God can use this. I wish I was stronger for all of you. I'm sorry.
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
James 1:2-4
Hi Matt!
ReplyDeleteIf you ever need anything, we are here! Thank you for being there for me. Your blogs have been a huge encouragement for me.
Connie
hey broha, ditto connie, we are here for ya. thanks for sharing your heart with us through this blog. God loves you and so do i (as a brother of course, according to fabian). haha but in all seriousness, love ya broha =P.
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