Friday, December 2, 2011

His and Her Brains: The Humorous Side of Marriage

Hi guys!

I just listened to a pretty awesome broadcast from focus on the family! I definitely have problems communicating to people and these two short broadcasts help a lot with understanding how men and women think. Hope you Enjoy! =P

Watch these first!
Part 1: http://www.focusonthefamily.com/radio.aspx?ID={5E316C52-727C-4E98-B850-B7CB6C77985E}


And if you're still interested here's more on Mark Gunger:

Happy Holidays!
-neo

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

RE:NEW and Life

So that I can update all of you in one go...

Been working for Presence as the Project Manger of RE:NEW since July of this year and been working full-time since the start of November. It's been quite the journey...

Cool things I've been able to do so far:

  1. Meet some crazy awesome people!
  2. Do ministry with some of my closest friends xD (a dream come true!)
  3. Learn what it takes to put a magazine together @.@
  4. Refine my nonexistent photoshop skills in an attempt to alleviate the burden of other team members ><'
  5. Spend countless hours researching how to drive traffic to a website (ugh! - but secretly proud of my effort) 
  6. Work at home! In my bed! In my pj's! Till 4am...
  7. Take off whenever I want and make up the hours later (I've honestly got the most flexible and baller schedule in the world! >:D) 
  8. Get paid to network with and research Christian organizations and companies
  9. Vision casting (the sky's the limit!)
  10. Gather a team together and try my best to foster an environment and group dynamic that allows everyone to reach their full potential
  11. Connect with my dad a lot more now and earn my mommy's respect
Things that have not been so cool:

  1. Commuting for two hours to get to the work place whenever I have to go in
  2. Losing my partner (in crime)
  3. Feeling a sense of impending doom and/or completely overwhelmed at the scope of things at least once every few days
  4. Waiting for people to give me stuff to work with
  5. Volunteers that go MIA or networking emails that are ignored
Things God has been teaching me:

  1. To love the youth. My heart and passion has been for college ministry for the past couple of years, but God has really been growing in me a passion to see teens mobilized and really living life to the full. 
  2. To stay true to the gifts He's given me and the way He made me. I discovered that I was really into Leadership Development/Spiritual Formation earlier on during my senior year in college, but until recently I had kind of forgotten all about it. But after seeing people make a few judgement calls and decisions recently, I felt God really nudging me to take more initiative in speaking up and helping people to find their niche in ministry (discovering unique ministry areas based on passion and calling rather than "need"). 
  3. My team is my responsibility. And our ministry begins first and foremost with our team. Just recognizing that when push comes to shove, my volunteers come first. Even if the ministry is falling apart and the website is failing, the people behind it always need to come first. It's not the labor that God considers, but the laborers that He loves and considers above all else. 
Things I would like prayer for:
  1. That our website (http://www.renewtheresponse.org/) would magically show up in Google searches
  2. Wisdom and discernment in planning for the upcoming year
  3. That I would somehow finish writing my book on time on top of everything else I have to do
That's all for now! Thanks!

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Anakin Skywalker

So kiddo. I've settled on a pseudonym for you. Like it? I think it's rather suiting. After all, just like Anakin, your potential and capability for growth is off the charts. The only question is...can I handle it?

In recent months, you have become by far my biggest responsibility and potentially quite possibly my greatest investment for the future. And yet, even after saying that, the number of hours I actually spend on you is rather limited. And that worries me. 

How are you doing really? What am I supposed to do kiddo? I refuse to fail, but even your name implies that I will. I don't deserve you, and I'm pretty sure I can't handle you. You will surpass me in but a few short years...and then where will you go? White or black? Light or dark?

And yet I am confident that He won't let you go. That no matter the extent of my failings and your failings, He will not release His hold on you. And you will forever remain His beloved child. 

Friday, October 28, 2011

Now what?

So. After that fateful Sunday...now what?

You know this whole freedom thing is rather unnerving. I feel like I've become a boring person with no secrets to hide. lol.

I also have no idea what to do with my life anymore. I don't have a goal anymore. No weight that I'm desperately trying to shrug off. Just simply chugging along, doing what everyone demands. Living up or trying to live up to everyone's expectations--in my own quirky way--except my own.

But what do I expect really? What do I expect of me? I know what I expect of others. Haha. A lot. But what about me?

I feel like I haven't lived a single day of the past couple of years for me. But I guess that's how it's supposed to be. Cause if I were to live for me...I would have given up a long time ago. Really, really, I just want to go Home. I'm so Homesick.

But every time I think about your smile, I can't help but smile myself. You know kiddo you're the reason I took on this job in the first place. And at the end of the day, I just want to be able to think about your smile and know that I tried my best for you. And I hope that at the end of your's, you'll do the same. Haha, just don't hold on to me forever k? This world can't keep me forever. Home is calling.

Monday, June 6, 2011

So...the more I have to do, the more reflective I get on Life.

So today, in between writing a Korea application and working on a research paper, I thought about things I want to do.

Here's a quick bucket list of things I want to learn (in no order at all):

-CPR certified
-Recognizing human trafficking certified (forget what this is called but you can do it)
-Knitting
-Ironing (yeah. never done it)
-Sign language
-Massage
-Effortless cooking

and maybe, someday, surfing or sky-diving?

And of course the biggest one is a degree in Christian counseling.

Mostly I just want to live and serve others:)

Monday, May 16, 2011

From Objective Christianity to Subjective

I read an article in my Gothic art History class and I thought it was interesting so I thought I'd share some thoughts about it with a response paper I wrote for class. For a response paper, it's short, but i know it'll be long in a blog, so bear with me. If anything seems confusing, let me know ^_^

Here it goes:

In the reading about natural science and naturalistic art in the middle ages, White talks about how aesthetics or art progress and change from being represented as more symbolic and abstract to being more naturalistic and concerned with the actual physical objects, studied with the ‘curiosity of a’ scientist. Before religion had been objective; perception of nature, subjective. Afterwards, nature became objective; religion subjective.
Before, it was thought that everything in the world that God created was a symbol and had a meaning --thus everything was created for the spiritual edification of man. Man was given a Book of Scripture (the Bible?) and the Book of Nature to help him in his edification process. Everything in the world was to point them back to scripture. For example. Something wooden was a momento of the cross. There were thus books like beastiaries where each animal in the world had a story behind it that was an allegory with a Christian/Catholic context. This is because people were most concerned with their salvation. This view of the world produced an art which distorted natural forms to better indicate their supernatural meaning.
However the view of the world changed as the science of technology and economics expanded the commercial class and made material things and object of interest. This thus perverted the idea of God ,having faith in the unseen , to having interest in material things that might represent God. “In centering its devotion upon the actual physical substance of its deity, people had inadvertently deified matter.” This is because people wanted to study the objects themselves with a new kind of interest. They still had symbolic meaning, however, these spiritual insights seemed to take a backstage to material interests and knowledge.
Also, there was a shift of emphasis from the symbolic sacramental to the naturalistic-dramatic in the development of medieval iconongraphy. Biblical themes were represented as more dramatic. These can readily be seen in the 6 Days of Creation, the Last Supper, the Ascension , and the Virgin and Child. Earlier, Christian artists focused on the cosmological labors of God, but in the 12th century , artists focused more on the terrestrial events and creatures because it was more realistic and tangible to them. The Last Supper was originally depicted at the moment when Christ says “this is my body” but later is depicted at the moment he says “One of you shall betray me” . This is much more dramatic.
i think the fact that the middle age people have “inadvertently deified matter” had in fact turned away from their God in a sense and began worshipping the thing that God told them not to worship, which was anything but Him. They had come to make an idol of things that seemed to be of God, but were in fact not. In their desire for knowledge of the things of God, they had once again fallen into Satan’s trap, a temptation so sly that even the people of the middle ages did not recognize it until it was too late. Bestiaries flourished. Indeed, the desire for the knowledge of things that God had created, the minute detail of everything in Creation, seemed to be a pure pursuit, but the way they went about it showed that they in fact had been deceived by something that seemed to be true, and was Lucifer’s devious plan to make idols look like truth. It was intended to be something so close to the truth that it would deceive people. The deification of matter, was the first step away from truth of the Word, that had originally dominated the people’s life and souls. Instead of focusing on the ‘crux’ of the matter (pun unintended, but made(crux is from the word “crucifixion” I’m thinking) that was their salvation in Christ, people sought dramaticism, knowledge and materialism. It could be seen as why the world today is filled with that same .
Instead of focusing upon worshipping God, theaters grew out of a desire for dramaticism and focused upon entertaining people. People desired realism for the senses. In a sense, they were turning away from their God because God was not something that was as tangible as what they could see in front of them--creation, the evidences of his work. Instead of praising him for creation as they had before, they became deceived by the world they lived in.
Perhaps the Fall of Adam was true, perhaps, Satan did deceive Adam and Eve in the garden with knowledge, that they could be like God.
Today we have theaters that are for our own enjoyment.Instead of worshipping God, we have something made for our own enjoyment, focusing the attention upon ourselves. Many movies are secular . In fact movies in themselves have a secular factor because they appeal to the senses . Unless they were documentaries used to spread the word about Christianity, they really were for the entertainment of the masses. This is not to say that science, technology and progress is a bad thing. The article seems to make out that the bad thing about it is that this search for knowledge took a front seat, front stage show (literally) and religion, the knowledge of God and salvation in Christ took backstage. If this is how White thinks, then what then is the real argument between secular and nonsecular things? Should there really be a separation? Should Christianity really be subjective?

Saturday, April 9, 2011

The blog looked lonely so I thought I'd add something:)

-I got mad love for you all. I don't know, I think in the face of an almost impossible quarter, God has been preparing me by convicting me and showing on almost a daily basis how overwhelmingly - can I really say that - but yes, overwhelmingly - he's blessed me with friends. In a wonderfully natural way, that had nothing to do with me or any efforts but comes from His grace. I used to try so hard. I've tried less and less hard I would say as time has gone by, not because I care less but because I've had less time. yet God has made it so that my life is full, nonetheless, of people who love me, or at least are willing to hang out :) :)

-"As your days, so shall your strength be" and "His compassions...are new every morning; great is your faithfulness"

-I made this recipe a few weeks back and it was mouthwateringly delicious. Several of my recipes before that had failed, but guys, I'm serious, when I had the first bite of apple and chicken, I thought my mouth had died and gone to heaven. So good. And it's really easy too!

I just did the chicken with apples, didn't do pears or mashed potatoes - much easier that way.
I got the recipe here from the Rachael Ray Show website.

Sliced Chicken with Apples, Pears and Camembert Mashed Potatoes

Ingredients

  • 2 pounds baby Yukon Gold potatoes
  • Salt
  • 1 tablespoon EVOO – Extra Virgin Olive Oil
  • 4 pieces boneless, skinless chicken breast
  • Black pepper
  • 2 tablespoons butter, cut into small pieces
  • 1 Gala, Honeycrisp or Golden Delicious apple, peeled, cored and cut into 1/2-inch dice
  • 1 Bosc pear, peeled, cored and diced
  • Freshly grated nutmeg, 1/4 teaspoon
  • Zest and juice of 1 lemon
  • 2 tablespoons honey
  • 1/3 pound ripe Camembert cheese, diced into bite-sized pieces
  • 1/4 to 1/3 cup milk, half-and-half or cream
  • 10 to 12 blades chives, chopped
  • 2 tablespoons fresh thyme leaves, finely chopped

Yields: Serves 4

Preparation

Halve the small and quarter the larger potatoes into bite-sized pieces and cover with water in a large pot. Bring the water to a boil and season with salt. Cook for 12-15 minutes, until the potatoes are fork-tender.

Heat the EVOO in a large, nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Season the chicken with salt and pepper on both sides and cook until golden and firm, about 12 minutes, turning once. Place the chicken on a plate and cover with foil to keep warm.

In the same skillet, melt the butter over medium heat. Add the apples and pears, and season with salt and the nutmeg. Stir in the lemon juice and cook for 5 minutes, or until tender-crisp, then stir in the honey and cook for minute more.

Drain the potatoes and return them to the hot pot. Mash them with the cheese and milk or half-and half and season with salt and pepper to taste. Divide the potatoes among 4 plates. Slice the chicken breasts on an angle. Arrange the sliced chicken alongside the potatoes and top with the apples and pears. Combine the chives with the thyme and lemon zest and scatter over each plate.